Saturday, October 22, 2011

I don't know if you can hear me

Or if you're even there...I don't know if you would listen...*

I need help. I've needed it for some time now, but I've been ignoring all the problems and pretending they'll go away.

But I can't anymore.

The first thing I've learned, and I'm not technically in therapy yet, is that it is okay to ask for help. It is terrifying and nerve wracking, but it is okay.

And I will be okay. Not tomorrow, not right away, but I will be.

*God Help the Outcasts - Hunchback of Notre Dame